#7: Midnight

Well, it's already past midnight here though. 1.20am. I'm sitting on my bed with my lap top on a chair in a dark room. No music, nothing. Just the silence, the tapping away of the keyboard, and the vehicles zooming past downstairs. And so you wonder why there are so many people who are still awake in the supposedly dead of the night.

Chatted with PS for nearly 3 hours on my phone. Darn, forgetful me did not realise that the time flew so fast. And there goes my chat time :/ But it was great catching up. We chatted lots, about life, current issues, and relationship stuffs. Practically anything we can think of. And that's one friendship i would say for nearly half my living years.

Looking back, there have been regrets. Loads. Most of them were directly linked to choices i have made. And how i react to hostility and toxic behaviour. Blah. Interests I would have continued, things I have given up hope for, and etc. What a route. I guess must say this: I indeed play a part in becoming who i am today. How i react to situations, and how i have shaped my mindset. Gotta be strong like how i used to be, yea~

'Nuff of close-to-emo stuffs now. Life is meant to be lived forward, not backwards. We will definitely come across many different types of people as we grow up - people with different perspectives, with different sets of values, etc. But don't, don't ever let them influence you negatively. Because in the end, it's your life, and it's all about how you want to live it. Not how you are gonna fit your life into others!